Early July.....

OMIGOSH!!! I landed myself on an interview for a freelance job!!!! love love love!!! excited excited excited!! I just hope I don't screw it up this time. Honestly, it's not my area of expertise but I need to give it a try. *research in progress!!* Wish me luck!

Yes, another thing is I have changed my domain name. Actually I haven't set my mind of which one yet but it's just keep this one for now. HEHEHE!!!

Things have been quite bad for me and little prince lately. He's sick and while he' recovering, I'm sick. *damnnnnn* It was such a heartache seeing him cough every night until he vomit out his milk and maybe a little bit of dinner, or lunch. And when it's my turn to get sick, I put little prince at my mom's place, because I have been coughing whole night and it disturbed his sleep. *sigh* Just hope things will get better for us.

This is what I do almost every night. Using hairdryer to blow dry my poor little prince's mattress, after he puke.

Mid July.....

I decided to drop by KL for the weekend and guess what happened?!?!?! MARVEL STUDIO 10 YEARS EXHIBITION!!!! First time in Malaysia and YES!!!! I spend 100 bucks to get the tickets to go in and spend another 100 bucks to buy a merchandise just to make myself happy. So, this KL trip definitely cost me a bomb. BUBYE savings!!!











Yeapz! That's much I'm doing over the weekend, not to mention I spread my virus to Mister. HAHAHA!!! He's now coughing too. *pity*

Well, another thing is things haven't been well with me. I'm still confused about what's going on and I need to get a life and get my life together! I have so many things I want to do but I'm always procrastinating it. It's bad! Let's get the list down, shall we??

Things-I-Want-To-Do-in-2019:

1. Cook/bake at least once a month (half year gone and haven't start a thing)
2. Read 20 books this year (I'm only done with 5)
3. Do a little bit of investment
4. Journaling & Lettering
5. DIY advent calendar
6. DIY toddler & preschool learning games
7. Practice Japanese Language
8. Blogging

I guess I'm too ambitious on all of that. HAHAHAHA!!!~ Let's go one-step-at-a-time.

End July.....

I went for Big Bad Wolf in BM!! Hahahaha!!! But this time I only bought like 2 books that cost me RM11. Nothing much that attracts me. Being as determine as I am (*smirk*), I'm going to finish all my e-learnng in the month of July and I'm left with ONE LONGGGGG one, which is RFP. *GOSH* 16 chapters just for module 1 is killing me. I'm trying my best and I just managed to do 7 so far. I'm going to make it!!! *go go go*

Brought little prince for his (hopefully) final blood test. *gosh* how he scream and cry really ache my heart even more. And everytime he see his hand, he will start crying again. HAHAHAHA!!! My little drama king.

One relationship advice to myself : Always have a clear mind of your feelings and of your value. Place your weight properly.

Had a chat with my friend and we both realised that we are sucker for love. Honestly, I was not this bad last time (prior-motherhood), hormone changed the shit out of me, and I hated it! Most importantly, I will still holding on to this poison that is killing me softly and slowly. WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!?!

A few more mishaps for this month, my car was sent into workshop for like 3 days in a row, because of the aircond. 1st day, it was so hot and when I sent it in, I changed the motor and the condenser. 2nd day came home and start using the car in the morning, hot again, went back in to the workshop and change the switch/plug. 3rd day came home, morning sent little prince to hospital for check up and it went hot again, went in to the workshop and change cooling coil. T____T  *seriously?!?!* Hopefully everything is better now.

Next mishap, the new wardrobe I bought for almost a month ago broke, more like the door collapsed. @___@ WHY?!?!?!? I just spent like RM1900 on my car and now............................. I called the furniture shop and they sent a guy to repair it for me, for free *duhhhhh*.

This is what I'm talking about. HAHAHAHA!!!~

Being the famous green label, I went to Starbucks to have 3 transactions in a week, just so I can get 20 free tall beverages. But I ended up knowing it's just lucky draw. DAMNNNN!!!~ Another con-artist advertisement. Benci!

6 more days till month end. Let's just hope things will be better next month. I was thinking, since Dayre haven't really close down or changed to pay-to-use, should I even continue writing in Dayre? What do you think?


Luv,
*rachelle*

Yea baby!!! It's a brand new month!! And also it's the second half of the year. *gosh* I felt so unproductive and things definitely don't go as what it seems. But it's ok! I'm positive that it will eventually turn out better.

Yesterday, we all went out to celebrate my nephew's birthday at Penang. My brother and sister-in-law are going to stay overnight there but not us, mom and I decided to just join for the dinner and the celebration, then head back home. I just love the details of the birthday cake! It's adorable, exactly like how his teddy bear looks like. Bravo to the baker! However, the service was a bit lack, they forgot to pack the knife and the candles for us, until we went to the hotel and open the box and then we realised. HAHAHA!! *FAIL*


*tadaaaa* look how cute it is!

Next, is present opening time!! I didn't manage to get him anything, so I just pau and angpow for him. I'm afraid I bought things that his mom already bought, then it will be doubled.

It's a mini portable kitchen set! How cute! I already thought of what to get for their christmas presents and of course my little one's birthday presents! HEHEHE!! *excited* But right now, I need to start making the advent calendar. I will make for the kids, while myself will get the Lego Harry Potter Advent Calendar!! *wooohoooo*


Beautiful view of sunset. Honestly, I really missed traveling to island and just look at the beautiful sunset (because I can't wake up for sunrise). It's been years already. I hope things will turn out better once I get a job. Talking about that........................................... The interview questions are so damn tough!!! I seriously need some help. Whoever can help me, please!!!! I'm desperate!

Alright, back to work. Before I ended this........ "Quote & Question"

"Will You Apologise for Speaking the Truth?"

Luv,
*rachelle*