Dear Life,

As at 22 July 2021, he officially broke off the relationship with me. Maybe I'm really stupid that I don't know what's happening that makes him to make such call. I guess he really had enough of this relationship.

It all started because I asked him on a certain "work-related" stuff and he blown up and started throwing his temper on me. Of all the excuses he ever used against me, this is the first time he broke up with me due to someone else's mistake. He really upgraded his level of "nonsensity" (if only the word exists) LOL!!~

Honestly, there's really nothing I can rant about it this time because I feel that it's totally nonsense and he also blocked my contact in every available channels of communication and social medias. I'm really tired of being the only person that is holding on to this relationship. Every single time it's only his call and I constantly following him, he wants to break up then we break up, he wants to make up then we make up. A better explanation will be I'm just a ball that will go left if he kicks left and go right when he kicks right.

Good point : he is still paying the expenses for little bubz and me. I'm really grateful about it, because I don't know when will I be able to get that much money in such a short period of time. So, since he decided to break up and still being responsible with little bubz expenses - I have no complain. I'll just get out from his life just like how he always say it to me. ^_^ (as long as he continues to pay for the expenses!!) LOL!! Single mama's most important thing now is moneeeeeyyyyy $$$

Time for some throwback!

Bought a little treats for the 2 little ones - DIY your own cookies!

1. Not very pretty. 2. Not very delicious. 3. Nobody likes it except Zac. LOL!!~

My right eye was swollen for almost 3 days. Jason was like - Don't need to attend the meeting. Don't need to work. Shut down your laptop. Delete Slack from your phone. Just go and rest. HAHAHA! How nice of my boss?!?! He always remind us that the core overarching value of the company is to love yourself first. So, my little bubz try to make me happy by giving me a temporary tattoo of Everest, from Paw Patrol. LOL!

My cousin sister bought kaleidoscope for the 2 little ones and DIY Mossaic Coaster for our weekend project.

My design was arranged by the 2 little ones and my mom asked me why it's so ugly. LOL! Now it's still outside because I always forget to peel out the film and do the second coaster.

I got this free when I bought Koko Krunch cereal. It's so cool, as in the pages is only covered with black ink and patterns. But when you use your paintbrush with water on it, the colours appear! I ended up letting little bubz do one page and the rest is mine!!!! HAHAHA!!

I won this at Hana B Superfood's FB live event! Now I need my mom to cook them. HAHAHA!!

Another virtual birthday celebration! This time is Mei Ping's birthday! This Friday will be my brother's birthday and then it's MINE next month!!!!~ *yeyyyyy* I wanna reward myself but I also need to save money for rainy days. Haihzzzzz!!! WHY?!?!

Oh well, till next time!

Luv.
*rachelle*