Failure...!!!

sigh.....*sniff sniff*....how do i start.....hmmmm......i'm a failure?!?!?!....wel..ok...here goes...i'm a failure...i failed my AIS n my Audit....second time in my life i actually failed in my studies....not to mention d first time during form4 but that was over....n i wasn't dat sad after all coz almost d entire class fail.......but this time was totally different....i tot i might juz breakdown and cry....but guess wat?!?!!?..i did not...u juz won't und how i feel...it's juz.....URGH!!!!...even me myself do not noe wat is it?!?!!.....

my mood is totally down rite now....sad + sorrow + depress....wish i was back in penang wif my frens...they sure noe wat i need at time like this....n accompany me....edwin will noe where am i to go....all u can eat sad day....secret recipe....haihzz.......but i'm still in kl rite now...nobody to accompany me...it's all this family thingy going on....well...except meianne which we actually had 10 minutes of craziness in 3point6....trying clothes....

went to mid-valley wil both m&d...meianne n her mom....i'm sooo not in a mood for shopping or even get out of d house....haihzz.......d whole time shopping i was juz sms-ing or on d phone...dat's all...i din even get into topshop, miss selfridge n doroty perkins....not even naf naf or zara....n zara got sales!!!...n i'm not even in mood while i'm in MNG....oooh ya MNG got sales up to 70% also....crapz rite!?!??!....URGHHH!!!....

really pity meianne...i dun gif her any respond at all today...i juz stare blankly at smtg....or someone.......haihzz...now i can't go according to plan...it's allhanging here n there...no more degree in kl...back to penang....back to inti....double crapz....4 months wif 2 subjects...tot mayb can find a job...den my dad will go...no work also can fail liao...wif work somemore...no time concentrate on studies den fail again ar?!?!?!...

my mind is so blank rite now...haihzz...anyhoo....gtg ade....dinner time....TTYL!!!...

=d failure....=