New Year 2011

New Year 2011, everybody!! Have a great year ahead. And I hope mine goes well too..... I know it's gonna be very different and I'm not sure will it be difficult this year. But I hope I can make it through. It's gonna be a long year..... Maybe I'm still not used to the loss yet.

2010 had a lot of bad memories, terrible and horrible. I don't wish to remember it, but bits and puzzle of it sum up to a lot. But why?!?....... I still don't get it.

Had dinner with my gurlz at Berlin's Bier Houz, Straits Quay. The service is horrible, our food never arrives! And so, we just left the place and end up in mamak, Pelita, Autocity. That is where we watch the countdown and fireworks. =_="

Back home, shower, and then continue with my work. This is how bad I end my 2010 and begin and 2011. Work.......

1st of January 2011...... Woke up early for dim sum with family. Then, back home finished 1 report when Kok Meng kor kor, Lynn and Yen Aun came over. Dilly-dally-dwelly for a while and then it's dinner time. Had bak kut the with lotsa meat balls!!~ ^_^

Went shopping at Tesco for vacuum cleaner and containers. Everytime I step into this place it's juz thoughts and more thoughts. *sigh*

Met up with Melon, Berry and Poney in Autocity. Listen to live band, chit-chat, and just chilled. And a good news welcome my new year. One of my cutie just talked to me!! *weeeeeee* Hehehehe!

After chilling we went for supper hunt. Duck egg char kuey teow is not open everywhere, so we ended up at the town's kuey teow basah. Reached home around 1.30am, showered, look at my reports, go to bed.

I didn't manage to wake up this morning, except the part Guinness jump up to my bed and start kissing me. =_=" yeaaaa..I have to hide under my blanket and called my mom in, as I'm too tired and sleepy to open my eyes and carry him down. Hahahaha!

Oooh well, on my way back to sucky reality now. Lucky Melissa is driving me back, then I can look at my reports! Hahahaha!! This is even more suckier than I thought it could be. But oh well, 3 more days and I'm out of PB Card. No more cuties for me to spy on. =(

3 more weeks and I'm having my Spanish exam, and I didn't even study a single thing. Not to mention, another trip back to Penang for 49-days prayers. Then, the next week is Chinese New Year holidays!!~ *booooyeaaaa* I hope my leave already been approved.

Okies, peepz! Time to start looking at my work. Sad but true. Reality sucks! And my hatred for 2010 isn't over yet. I do hope 2011 will be much better. I really need it, for me and my family.

Time flies...... It seems like yesterday that I joined this new company, promises been made... And in 5 days time, it's already been a month that i haven't seen you, nor listen to your voice nagging me for not eating and coming back late. But I believe in presence, and I know you're here. Because Lucky and Guinness behave differently sometimes. Time will heal....... But I'm still caught between when, as I'm not ready to let go - stubborn-ness.


Luv,
*rachelle*