October = Halloween = Pumpkin Spice Latte!

Dear Dayre,

Actually, I stopped posting on Dayre because I decided to stop paying for the subscription. Maybe I should think of something new to start of my post. *hmmmmm* What would it be.........

(after 5 minutes of walking to the kitchen to drink a glass of water)

I think I could start with Dear Life.... besides "that single journey" we have is life.. Fuahhhh!!!~ Suddenly, I became a melodramatic person. HAHAHA!! So here goes.....

Dear Life,

It's another month and it's so much closer to year end, where I have yet to achieve anything. Sometimes, I really don't know what I want. I'm constantly thinking of doing something, yet I have accomplished nothing. Recently, I decided to live healthily, and my tag line will be "Your Wellness Begins with You". FUAHHHH!!!~ maybe I should change that in my IG. Maybe I should even change my profile picture in IG which is like 10 years ago. HAHAHA!! *misleading much*

Ok, the healthy part shall starts after this post. HAHAHA! Mom and I bought some expensive instant noodles from this foreign mini-market last month, and we decided to try it out to see why is it so expensive.

We had kimchi flavored and also vegetarian flavored. As you can see, it's all red and spicy. Honestly, it was fun cooking the thing up, but I'm actually quite disappointed at the portion. The packaging is huge but the quantity is really just enough for a small eater person. I can say that because I'm no longer breastfeeding and yet I don't feel it's enough.

My little prince just recovered from his fever. All active again. And then.......................... he ran around and fell flat on his face, and hit on the standing mirror and scratched his chest with a deep bleeding wound. T___T WHY??!?!?! One after another. *goshhh* my heart can't take the surprises anymore. I'm not young, you know.... (but still young by heart. ^_^)

Weekend spent at shopping mall and it's all about Halloween and Deepavali decor. So, the little prince keeps on saying "pumpkin" everywhere. HAHAHA!!~


Finally, I got my chance to just chillax and have my cuppa.


It's been very very long since I last have my own portrait shot. HAHAHA!! Maybe I should really do this more often. Since right now, nobody cares about it anymore. Someone once told me, a relationship is based on money and business, nothing else. Everything else is not for communication. However, I am still stupid in this department, I couldn't bear myself to be in such a relationship. But what's stopping me from letting go now? Sigh.


I'm going to live by those words. "Be Your Own Reason to Smile". I want to start smiling and laughing again. I want to live again. Time is tough but I'm going to go through it, alone or not.

Till next time.


Luv,
*rachelle*